Times During Worship

(1) I'm drawing blanks at worship.
Time is standing still on purpose.
(2) No I'm not feeling like I'm worthless.
Realizing that I'm needy of Perfect.
(3) This moment right now is very urgent.
To give my full attention is priceless.
(4)Yet its something that is the hardest.
With Holy Spirit there needs to partnership.
(5) My mind drifts easily while trying to focus.
Taken off guard for just a moment.
(6) In my on strength I'm forever hopeless.
Struggling, yet being filled with grace during distractions.
(7) Moving in different areas, where am I Goin?
I want to receive even if for an hour I'm frozen.

UPDATE

Just letting everyone know that I haven't abandoned this blog, but I've been lazy. I also have been writing them in my journal since on my phone gets distracting with texts and sometimes I don't save my material. So keep me in prayer and support with writing awesome stuff to this blog. Email me at miistarsiv@gmail.com for feedback. Also let me know the one(s) that touched you, be specific. Same applies if you have me as a friend on Facebook.

Praise {1-19-13}

°9:05am

(1) Oh Lord God I give you praise./ For your providence everyday./
(2) I am simply overwhelmed and amazed./ You continue to shower me with Grace./ (3)You have provided me with much faith./ Your Name I shall always Proclaim./ (4) You accept me despite my various stains./ Cleaned me and led me to be unashamed./ (5) Chained to Christ while I'm unchained./ Unchained from those shackles that said : SLAVE/ (6) I cling to Christ because HE knows my name./ He's my healer who is with me in the pain./ (7) I Run to His arms because HE Saves./ HE is Lord & I Desire to be in His Ways./ (8) I want to work for HIM everyday./ Lead people to you even if I have no name./ (9) It's all about Jesus, so I don't exist today./ I Exist for HIM and I tell people The Way!/ (10) Also show them Jesus with Unconditional Love & Grace./ I'm just a messenger who seeks HIS Face./ (11) I Exist to Give God All Glory & All PRAISE./ To Do HIS Will and Be Obedient, yet I go astray./

A Story-01 {08/01/2012}

°1:02pm

This is something I wrote during the summer and tried memorizing it to get it on video.... Well I did..  just not Good enough... This is a new year... So maybe it will be accomplished this year.

(1) Gather around children I have this to say.
I want to tell you a story that may touch you today.

(2) It all started way back when darkness covered.
The person had no kin, he wished for a brother.
(3) In him wants to depict some kind of lover,
So inside he makes idols… He says their imaginary others.
(4) Chains were his attire. Used to being called a sucker.
A loud mouth who often was loud as Chris Tucker.
(5) The darkness made him feel ugly because of his flubber.
Not safe when he was not motivated to move weight like a Hustler.
(6) The Darkness held up un-cleaned mirrors like an evil Janitor.
Making him feel like a hot mess all over like he had many sores & lepers.
(7) Seemed like he was all alone & no one ever enters his sector.
If only there was some kind of button or a lever.

(8) Gather around children I have this to say.
I want to tell you a story that may touch you today.

(9) A light flashed right before his eyes & he was stunned.
The shock in him was like someone pulled out a gun.
(10) He was forced to mute movement instead of run.
The Light covered The Darkness and the misery was done.
(11) The Light declared him to be a candle & a son.
Now he felt warmth, he felt the fiery flames from the Son.
(12) All of his failures became dead, for once in life he had won.
Light held up cleaned mirrors and he saw a beautiful creat-cha.
(13) Tears ran down his face because now he met Jesus.
This Light stepped in front of the Darkness & down came his blood.
(14) Without Jesus: The True Light, he would never felt love.
Instead he would of been living in darkness hating every mo-munt.

"A Mighty Psalm Of Richard 003 {Prayer for to See Christ & HUNGRY}" 05/25/2012 02:30(pm)

(1) Oh Lord I pray that my eyes become fixated on Jesus Christ.
To be led by him, even if the planet earth thinks that I am blind.
(2) Thinking that I'm either following the truth or escaped my mind.
I pray to take all insults in with humility, no need for swallowing pride.
(3) God, Oh wonderful & powerful father I pray that we reach you tonight.
I pray that your spirit falls afresh on Hungry & makes us all start to cry.
(4) Breakdown because of sin or because you're the best thing in our lives.
I'm no Brainiac or no smarty pants. I'm intelligent with jeans when speaking of light.
(5) Jesus, you're the Light of The World, & forever you'll reign all of the time.
We used to be in a situation where we could never receive salvation… Oh look at the time.
(6) Now we have the chance as humanity to ask the one & only Jesus to change our lives.
Not just a ticket to the eternal resting place, but an invitation to forever fellowship with Christ.

(7) I pray that you bless the team who is up to worship in your Holy name.
Actually lord that includes all of Hungry. Even those who are new to this place.
(8) Let every single person be captivated by your presence. Let us seek your face.
Let us gladly worship you. Let us gladly shout who Jesus' is. Lord become our embrace.
(9) Shoot embers deep down in our souls that even our bodies won't be a good place to contain.
Lord, let us proclaim that we are not worthy to receive even an ounce of your grace.
(10) Jesus you love us so much that you offer us so much, & all we can do is take.
You saw past our mishaps. Past our retched sin that disfigured the emotions on our face.
(11) Even if our feet hurt, oh they will hurt, yet that does not matter… this is no kind of chase.
Rather these are children seeing daddy, best friend, and king. All running in an intense pace.
(12) Even if things become confusing like we we're trapped in a corn maze.
We will all make it out of there, Oh Lord by your power increase our childlike faith.
(13) I pray that everything we deposit you rip to shreds & Jesus please throw it away.
Have your way and will tonight at Hungry. Let nothing or no one  leave that area the same as they came.
(14) Let us not show off for the sake of others, instead let come bolding worshiping in your name.
I pray against Satan for trying to have thoughts of conceit enter our brains… Jesus… please obliterate.
(15) Give us the power of the Holy Spirit to fight against our sinful & fleshly ways.
Even if we have to shout out our hurts. Even if it is in hearts. LORD… let us give you our pain.
(16) I'm so stoked right now at the moment because I know you want your kids to be changed.
even more changed than they are now, take us to the point where It's you we love, & sin we hate.

(Old, Yet Goodie) A Mighty Psalm Of Richard 001 05/02/12 03:31(pm)

(1) This rhyme is a little long over due.
The fire inside myself has become a bigger fuse.
(2) All because I feel like God has been leaving me many clues.
& Loving and Leaning on him is the most biggest rule.
(3) The gift he gave it should have been better used.
I was so caught up with not getting a ego, so writing for him I refused.
(4) I also became a lazy person-slash-a-procrastinating dude.
As long as he's pulling me, than I can make any moves.

(5) Yet it's not really moving, meaning it's not my strength.
He commands me to take each step. Yet I'm the one who makes mistakes.
(6) If my vision does not include him, then I need to seek his face.
He needs to be the picture, in all of the angles in the rectangular shape.
(7) Lord, I want to see you clear like the water that I taste.
Lord, I'll do whatever it takes to find you. I'll even go thru a maze.
(8) Rejoicing in shackles that are of freedom which is from your grace.
Some might not understand that when you died & rose for me, I became your slave.

(9) His name will be tattooed on my face that which proclaims Revelation 22:4
Right after I see the face of the one that I oh so truly adore.
(10) Oh, Jesus let it not be in vain when I cry out "Lord, Lord, Lord."
No matter how much I experience the Risen Christ, Oh I got to have more.
(11) Jesus I need your spirit to surge through me like the world's biggest power cord.
Yet the power you give me will be way much better than anything I've experienced before.
(12) Guide me my father as you led me in Salinas on the Jesus Christ is Coming Soon Tour.
I need to speak salvation to the deaf & show Jesus to the blind, who don't know of the Lord.

(13) I'm feeling juiced up by the Spirit as if I was Paul writing this spirit filled rap.
I have a big itch to rebuke those who refuse to get right & stay on this narrow path.
(14) When most hear Rebuke they see it as something hateful like an abused slap.
Instead it's a correction so that family won't fall in to damnation & forced away from Abba's hands.
(15) I'm tired of sitting in the circles, especially if the ones in it are about ready to stand.
Become true martyr's. Witnesses who are willing to lay down there life beside the Holy Lamb.
(16) I represent Jesus Christ who makes the term real today seem fake, especially in this land-
Of America which is dying quick. Good thing my prayers are backed by the creator of all the lands.

Pray {01-03-13}

° 11:07(am)

(1) I just want to declare that prayer is absolutely amazing./ It's not just me memorizing his word that is within in me./ (2) Prayer is awesome because It's a dialogue between the Creator of Everything./ Oh, Lord help my heart to say the right things./ (3) My heart is so wicked and at times I hurl out iniquity./ My selfish desires make me look foolish before a God so Holy./ (4) We should not just pray when when things are vividly devastating./ We should pray because without him we become so worldly./

(5) We shall enter his throne with bold humility./ Have that reverence and understanding that we don't deserve Good things./ (6) By Grace I walk towards Christ Jesus who cleans all of me./ I ask Christ Jesus what He thinks of me./ (7) I proclaim to Him that no one on this earth is as amazing./ He's God. My God, I will shout forth his name and his deity./ (8) Everything comes from his hands, everything comes from the words he speaks./

(9) I Thank Christ Jesus for dying on the Cross for me, way back on Calvary./ (10) I praise Him that I can bear great fruit like Johnny Appleseed./ (11) I Thank Jesus he is always, Yes he's always with me./ Even when I feel abandoned, he's.still conjoined with me./ (12) Jesus, Oh Jesus you're still the same Jesus that you were in past centuries./ I Praise You Lord Jesus that despite my failures you remain real to me./

(13) I pray that people would become saved./ Depression would end and people would be amazed. (14) I pray that your Spirit would stir up our hearts every day./ I pray for a revival, one so big that written all over it will be your name./ (15) Lord I pray for chains to be broken and people to be free today./ Lord I pray that your life would be experienced today./ (16) Lord Jesus please show Salinas, and The World Amazing Love And Grace./ Father God Allow Your Will To Be Done Today./

Grace That Bought Me To The Fold {1-1-13}

°11:33pm

(1) It is my first rhyme written in 2013./ What I can say so far is that I feel amazing./ (2) It's like for months I was on egg shells not breathing./ My mind was always going, no time for sleeping./ (3) Now I have rest all because their was a moment for a explaining./ I praise God that through tenderness He sought me./ (4) I was feeling and thinking like Russel Crowe, Good thing I did off Le Bridge./ Liked when he smacked the water so hard, I laughed and almost squealed like a pig. ./ (5) I was thinking why drown in Grace when in my Sin I will sin./ Jesus, Why are you sooooo Good to me who is merely a human./ (6) You're so tender towards this citizen, that I have to tell my local natives about How You Give./ I was a thief who didn't want grace, I instead was so used to being like my first Father Adam./ (7) I was in doubt asking could God fix what my eyes say are broken./ I thought there would be no mercy mixed with massive confusion./ (8) Yet God spoke and allowed me to utter what was hidden./ Before I even said anything Kent assured me that I was forgiven./

(9) Through Christ on the first of 2013 my brother was tender./ So used to harsh replies that I was afraid to detail my mental agenda./ (10) Understanding entered and patience came along, and don't forget Love./ He showed me unconditional, it blew me away.. darn.. and WE STILL DIDN'T EVEN HUG./ (11) Yet we prayed, gave God praise, sipped Coffee, and Did the will of Our Father by passing out Pizza./ Just when I thought I was in the lost, Jesus assured me that no matter what-/ (12) He is still there displaying tender mercy, powerful love, amazing grace, and He's praying from above./ (13) I have a brother who cares a whole lot more that my fingers can count, plus a toe touch./ I'm so thankful that Jesus is with me, oh Yes he's with me,.. Oh, Family that's love./ (14) His Kind Heart made me go in for surgery to change mine and to be renewed by his blood./ It feels Great connecting with Jesus, It's a lot better than being on drugs./ (15) I never been on narcotics, but I've caught contacts that made me appear messed up./ Laughing at absolutely everything to the point where you start to crump./ (16) I Thank You LORD JESUS FOR RESTORING A REALLY AWESOME SPIRITUAL BRO HUG./ JESUS CHRIST IS ALIVE, HE'S COMING BACK AND ABOUT ABOVE ALL ELSE, THAT IS INDEED WHAT'S UP./