Amped Up. [06-09-13]

•7:15[am]

[1] So I guess as the title goes I'm a little amped./ Even more excited than when I aqquire food stamps./ [2] Not sure when I'll have a gathering soon with the sandman./ Singapore cane all across my melon like it was covered by a trash can./ [3] Kneeling on my knees like I'm too greater to stand./ Showing humility and creativity all because I do not want to crash./ [4] Seat belt is off like when dudes be wearing pants low with an embarrassing stance./ So some can pretend to be hard, but I'll remain in the fighter stance./

[5] At a red eye glance you can tell I can become a battle ax./ Dangerous all because I follow the shepherd. I represent the Lamb./ [6] I'll pray & preach the Gospel even if every square mile proclaiming was banned./ Not just with words, but carrying and living out God's word & plan./ [7] I'm bold, but mostly my flesh causes me to be a weak frail man./ Bleaching my mind with fear and insecurities like I was Stan./ [8] So information of the Bible in my head I cram./ All while coming to Christ & being intimate with Jesus because I'm a needy man./

[9] With Jesus I can so fly like I was Micheal in Space Jam./ Seeing red, No Bull instead of because His Blood which makes me a clean man./ [10] Any & every beat is a jobber that'll go down with a body slam./ Yet I become a heel on a beat and make the sound waves pay like it hurt my fam./ [11] The enemy ain't no friend or kin of me or even apart of my clan./ My God will reign an infinity, even he will reign a grand./ [12] I have that joy, my strength which at times causes me to laugh./ I say the name Jesus and demons run away like a brother done passed gassed./

[13] Giving God heart praise is such a noble task./ I mean any human can shout amen and throw a bunch of hand claps./ [14] When I come near my God I don't want it be me wearing a mask./ Why hide from Him since He's known me way before the past./ [15] I'll serve my God like a prophet who the people declare as mad./ Go ahead & enslave my body, but you can never take my Salva-chan./ [16] Lord God give me your strength to remain amped./ Fill me up so that I can pour out onto others in this land./

Sunday Honesty. [06-09-13]

•6:19[am]

(1) Lately it's always has been a minute with me./ I make commitments, but I also get distracted easily./ (2) So much so that the distractions causes me to become lazy/ A ill equipped thinker who has been procrastinating./ (3) Not just that, but I have been sort of praying./ Asking God to give me a desire for what I be saying./ (4) Like if the rhymes were dancing, then the paper is breaking./ Made with particles of earth so I'm in to quaking./ 

(5) Not really a Quaker since I'm more of a Grits man./ Not the music or the movement, I'm talking that nourishment fam./

(6) So let me say what I know I think./ I should just free write my poems while asking God to lead me./ (7) I only make it harder than it really needs to be./ Why am I aiming for perfect when it's easier targeting me./ (8) The only perfect shot was He who took artillery for me./ So if I'm reminded of Him in constant thoughts, then my aim in one should be three's./

(9) As I write this I haven't really gotten any shut eye./ I've been up all night messing with my phone, until I realized./

(10) I realized that I was letting the clock go to mildew./ Searching for Bible apps & sermons instead of reading & seeking truth./ (11) So eventually I got up with my ESV and went in the bathroom./ Got honest before God before eating the word like soup./ (12) For me personally I need it to stick to me like glue./ Become a burning sacrifice even if I'm only noticed by Him and not any of you./ (13) So consumed while at most my proclamations become mute./ No the enemy doesn't have me shut up, just me wanting to hear Holy Spirit who leads in truth./ (14) I'm not a know it all who knows everything, but what I do know is I want to see more fruit./ Want to see young Adults glorify Jesus instead of acting like He ain't coming back soon./

(15) All ages of Christ we should be eating meat, but most of us are still drinking milk with the spoon./ If you are their, then ask God why. I say this because I love you./ (16) I want to talk about His word and research in my Hungry group./ We will one day, I just need to write out those sermons and pass them out to all of you./