At His Feet. [04-16-13]

Luke 10:38-42 {ESV}

[38] Now as they went on their way, Jesus entered a village. And a woman named Martha welcomed him into her house. [39] And she had a sister called Mary, who sat at the Lord's feet and listened to his teaching. [40] But Martha was distracted with much serving. And she went up to him and said, "Lord, do you not care that my sister has left me to serve alone? Tell her then to help me." [41] But the Lord answered her, "Martha, Martha, you are anxious and troubled about many things, [42] but one thing is necessary. Mary has chosen the good portion, which will not be taken away from her."

•1:21(pm)

[1] Martha, Oh that's the sister that I'm like./ So occupied with doing things for Jesus that I don't spend much time with Christ./ [2] Trying to perfect the distractions when storms arise./ Instead of just kneeling to He who is on the right side./ [3] Doing a whole lot of work could be suicide./ Especially when we don't concern He who is the author of life./ [4] For me spending a second in His Presence just ain't right./ Since I got the schedule to I should go ahead and make time./ [5] Even if life gets busier there should be no excuse to find./ Like being married, but working everyday like you don't have a wife./ [6]Experience the Love of Jesus, and not just when it's spontaneous or in big arenas where the worship is so tight./ This love He gives to me is very personal a very vital importance in my life./ [7] So, why in the world would I carry stress on shoulders like I'm about to fight./ This does not make me perfect, instead it makes me realize more & more that I need The Light./ [8] I have insecurities & fears that are really just big fat lies./ Well they would stay apparent & seem truthful if I didn't seem open to Christ./ [9] So I  gotta humble myself, and rest my inside./ Have my soul calm down while I come before He who bought my life./ [10] Like I said it's one thing to get up, but another to enjoy the quiet time./ I'm trying to let it not be so quick since it disturbs my shut eye./ [11] To be honest I pray to be excited about coming to Jesus Christ./ Even if I'm dog tired, cat relaxed, in the morning noon, day, or night.

Never Black, Pt. #1 [8-24-12]

°4:36(pm)

[1] I don't think that I ever truly "felt" black./ My skin color made me feel cool, my race made me feel wack./ [2] I would listen to tons of diverse Hip-hop, not just because I can rap./ [3] So in efforts to be real I donned & wore a mask./ I became prideful & foolish, thinking I didn't need school because I wrote raps./ [4] Only chocolate colored kid in majority of my classes./ Remember when I claimed Pro-Black with mad passion./

[5] My anger and confusion... people were aware of./ I think I may have blamed God for everything that I was./

[6] I idolized almost anyone black, rappers were Christ./ These are lies that satan had uttered to me many times./ [7] My eyes were on B.E.T. & XXL looking for inspirations when writing rhymes./ Thought that I could compromise since Kanye said that he walked with Christ./ [8] I looked up to rappers and their writtens, than looking at the light./ I thought I was less black if I didn't say the n word in a rhyme./

[9] Ignorant was how my people, how my people is & can be./ Prideful is when you escape from the level of humility./ [10] Lord, help me to see black people as those who look like me./ rather than those who are far worse than any Human Beings./ [11] Luke Warm is what I get when I watch B.E.T./ I should pray for that station rather than calling it a channel of the enemy./

[12] Maybe it has to do with my surroundings & how I grew up./ Trying too hard to be cool with the light & dark ones./ [13] Going to school made me hate & love being black. I was called the crazy one./ Viewed as the racist neighbor who loves blacks and offends everyone./ [14] Yeah, everyone else seemed to make me jealous and cuss./ I became stirred up all because society said they had better lives, basically I'd co-vut (covet)./

[15] God created us all, yes he created all colors./ So I'm glad I have a rainbow of sisters & brothers./ [16] I really do appreciate my heavenly father./ For a people so diverse, He choose to be the Savior, Yes he's the author./

[17] When I now look in the mirror I sometimes am overcome with joyful laughter./ My Race is beautiful, who says... Well the words of my master./ [18] And when I say race I just don't mean people of color./ I'm saying everyone who is a potential sister & a potential brother./

FEED ME MORE [4-4-13]

°10:45pm

[1] Inside, Oh inside I know that their must be more./ So I, Oh I want to eat much more./ [2] Oh, Jesus please bring me to being filled of you LORD./ You are the stock, so LORD fill up this store./ [3] This temple needs to tap into the ultimate power source./ How do I access that, Well by prayer, by soaking up him and devouring the sword./

[4] I'm sick of my self and the influence of earth so Jesus, be that cure./ Since before this new birth you were the one who I had to go to, to feel sure./ [5] Hole in my belly, very hard heart and Jesus you are my worth./ God I Thank you from taking someone that you made from dirt and brought him out of dirt./ [6] I'm asking Jesus to feed me with blood on my shirt./ No Canabalism, instead that was from the cleansing when he took all my sin & hurts./ [7] Died my death so now I stand before God no longer a curse./ Lord, bring me to my knees, humble me.. I don't want to be a jerk./

[8]So by the power of your Spirit please fill me more like Ryback./ Actually much more. Have me to rest, and to walk upon your path./

Mind Of Christ {4-3-13}

°4:57pm

[1] I come strapped with the mind of Jesus./
Well he renews me with his word & blood./
[2] I'm able to think of Him who gave it up./
Walked off the throne and showed me How it's supposed to be done./ [3] So every thought should be given to him, bruh./ Given to He who is righteous and He does fill up my cup./ [4] It's so great when I awake in grace & love./ Go right to prayer, want to do it often like caught in a storm of hiccups./ [5] My mind is one that is certainly made all the way up./ I knell to Jesus who heals my head and switches things up./

[6] So as I think more of Christ I work and proclaim not only with my tongue./ Every move I make is an exact dedication to the Glorious One./ [7] Seeing the homeless as people who just want Love./ My time, yes my seconds. Money sometimes is not even good enough./ [8] Watching little kids play, and your family enjoying each other just makes me declare Hallelujah./ He is worthy for every day even when my mind and actions are all in a rut./ [9] When I see people I want to think of love & salvation./ I must listen to Jesus to have that mind that speaks and hands that touch./ [10] Even if I don't do things perfect, I never will, yet I walk in grace and I'm clean.. That's What's Up./ So do whatever you can to walk with the Full Armor of God & Mind of Lord Jesus./

Art Of Fellowship {02-22-13}

•11:27pm

[1] Fellowship is such a beautiful thing./ Encouraging not just friends, but brotherly./ [2] Exalting one another while exalting King./
Wanting this may lead to awesome worshiping. / [3] Breaking of God's word, that means opening./ Getting deeper together, you're not lonely./ [4] Even if you guys don't get destination trying to reach./ What is awesome is that with Holy Spirit you seek./ [5] Going in many circles when topics come back into study./ Being amazed at How God is sovereign and He's amazing./ [6] You don't necessarily have to speak or read./ Just being there for your brother is just being family./ [7] Displaying Agape Shalom while with His presence you're serving./ Iron sharpens iron because each brother is getting that helping./ [8] Not just two gather. but I would say plus that./ It's really awesome when God's people showcase awesome contact./ [9] The Art of Fellowship is being there for those who are intact./ Nitted together by the blood of Jesus who protected us from the ultimate wack./

Proverbs 27:17.
Romans 13:10
Philippians 2:1-4

True Surrender {4-1-13}

°12:00pm

[1] At this point I'm finally able to get some kind of quiet time./ Kind of hypocritical since I'm still leaking with rhymes./ [2] This time will be to the one who most certainly does shine./ The more I search for Him, the more myself I find./ [3] Just like any other human I carry baggage or things come to mind./ Movies that are horrendous, and I just don't mean the nudey kind./ [4] Our culture zooms into shows that display human lives./ Even if it is reality it's not a way to even govern our insides./ [5] Just because something tastes good does not mean you should have a slice./ I say this with pain as I have two open rotting teeth on both sides./ [6] When I say that I can handle the sugar then I'm speaking with pride./ My health is suffering since I was eating candy, and ouch on my bottom left side./ [7] What I'm saying that we as people need to be so much more wise./ What we put into our bodies may corrupt our hearts and defile our minds./ [8] This is why with everything we encounter we must confront Christ./ Some of you feel like that's stupid, but from experience I say it's stupid to believe your own lies./ [9] We all need to wake up and be those who surrender day and night./ So what if you worship like cray on Sundays, After Church what is your Heart Cry./ [10] I know we all have  struggles, but we're not muggles,  we're in Christ./ We have Holy Spirit inside of us. Let us access Him, instead falling so easily.. COME ON CHURCH LET US SURRENDER & FIGHT./ [11] The best way we die daily is everyday giving everything to Christ./ Also when you fall look for His hand, I mean He is right there by your side./ [12] I say this with Love. I'm tired of seeing a Luke Warm Bride./ Let Us Surrender as a Body to Our Husband, To Our Jesus, The Christ.

Uphill. {4-1-13}

°11:11am

[1] He's been traveling on this road for longer than a minute./ Older than a teen, yet still feels in that bracket./ [2] He's not a juggler, so he's not one to balance./ Lady in and out of mind, but it may just be attraction./ [3] He wants to persue things, but needs to gain more experience./ [4] He tends to worry and get impatient since He always thinks he's found the it./ Only problem is that he's not sure he's found gold. His heart always fools him./ [5] Little seeds planted in his dome about what could happen./ All he needs is someone to understand or to slap him./ [6] Water for this elephant who might be the biggest./ Man Up from a boy is the hardest perspective./ [7] This battle is so uphill all because it's all inside of him./ The more he dwells upon it is more of when things become caution./ [8] Apologies won't really help since no one is complaining about this being a problem./ What he really needs to do is to cast this more to Jesus./ [9] Realize that no matter what Jesus Christ is preparing him./ All he needs to do is wait and not think of this./ [10] That's the hardest thing, so please pray for manly kid./ That he would not use order of operations on calculus./ [11] So while he is on the desert land or mountain./ He can be guarded with the full armor of Jesus./ [12] He admits when he's weak hopefully it's not too late or an early rush./ He tries to be Mr. Cautious who is careful.. no matter what./