"Joanne Carter" 8/3/11 1:15(pm)

(1) I find this rather difficult to write for someone who I love with heart.

Yeah it can be easy, but I want to show you my best, so it has to be hard.

(2) Decorate this planet of paper with a nice scent to be smelled by a star.

The Sun of my life that is literally closer than me than Sun is to Mars.

(3) She's been through a lot, but at times she proudly displays her scars.

Those scrapes may cause pain, but in a long mighty way she has came far.

(4) My protector who for 22 years has been my true & rightful guard.

Conjoined like twins at birth or a devoted married couple, we shall never depart.

(5) At times our lives seem like it's smashed & smushed like broken glass shards.

God gave you the ability to survive & to keep going until forever with smarts.

(6) A certain wittiness that displays confidence & wisdom that is like a crafted art.

I praise God for you being my mother, because I know that I drive you bonkers like Marge.

(7) Sometimes you wear the agony in your face & sometimes the pinches are very sharp.

I have faith in you that you're strong enough, I mean tough enough to go a lot more far.

(8) I know your age has limited you in a physical aspect, but that has actually enlarged your heart.

Your Heart Failure of Congestion is just speed bump that you will get around to find a place to park.

(9) Mommy I truly adore everything about you, Gosh at times I wish I had your heart.

Your will to stay in the fight even if you don't see you winning, even when people say it's not smart.

(10) Our God, My God, Your God is one who is on our side and he's in our hearts.

This may not be nothing much, yeah I know it's late, but it's not a birthday like card.

(11) Instead it's a birthday poem celebrating that day I had actually became a part-

of this earth, Took so long because I had to search for words to make you mark.

(12) That's a wrestling term that means to go insane in a good way with every single part -

of thing inside you that would paint out happiness & excitement that's joyful & sharp.

(13) Yet when it hits you, it touches you in a way that you feel the love in your heart.

This is an appreciation to someone who has had my back & my front since the start.

(14) So thank you again for holding grasping firm  of my hand when times get really hard.

I'm right here with you so don't worry. I'm by your side with honor like it's the easy part.

(15) We may be facing tougher & harsher times & I pray that we will never part.

We just have to look to the heavens for the light to overshadow the dirty dark.

"Pre Love/1st Like"

9/24/14

•5:43(pm)

(1) It's not difficult to describe this,/
that I follow like a cult and I'm a hopeless romantic. (2) In my mind I'm froze on a chick./ Like I don't know why my cycle is this. (3) A girl is nice, she's wifie type like only lady to exist./ Say more than hi, even replies, could she be my rib?/ (4) Thoughts are accelerating like Spongebob & kids./ I gotta catch myself from mess making, so I need a bib./

(5) Not just for my lips, but more for my heart./ Do I love her or like her? Can't tell feelings apart./ (6) Sometimes I wish I had a lack of heart like Tony Stark./ Or temporarily freeze it until I depart or share heart./

(7) Wondering if worrying is the major problem./ Jumping & fantasizing without realizing caution./ (8) Yet I'm not asking or talking, Is it that I'm in lust like David's kid./ Wanting & pleading her to please take notice./ (9) Once they do even if It's as a friend, I pour out devotion./ I'm starting the car, got it running, but she's not getting in./ (10) Here I go telling myself & God she's the one./ I need to realize that a crush is just a crush & pre love ain't love./

"I don't want to be alone"

8/14/14   10:11pm

(1) What is this feeling like I have no gut./
like I'm an electric acoustic that's unplugged./
(2) What soothes this, maybe ice cream in a coffee mug./ Maybe an anti-depresent to have me wanting more hugs./ (3) No one around to listen as my sighs volume up./ The darkness gets explicit as the seconds pass me up./

(4) Deep down in my gut why do I feel hungry./ Also a lack of love like I've been shot and I'm bleeding./ (5) Not by buckets of blood, but emotionally & spiritually./ It's hard waking up in the am when in dreams I taste defeat. (6) I'm afflicted in the mud and tongue is on pig's feet./ Wishing I can wake up when I think I'm still sleep./

(7) Not to say this poem is deep, but I feel like that. Not just in ways that I think, it's much more than that./ (8) Like I'm in a hole bottom of the sea, losing air, needing oxygen mask./ Painted like I'm about to be on Dream St. playing Sega Dreamcast./ (8) If you understood what was wrong with me, then pat my back./ Understand that I need family even if they cause me to be sad./

(10) It does seem like I'm prone try to sit and mope./ This is the honest truth tho, that I don't want to be alone./

"Our Clique"

4/21/14  10:47(am)

[1] Look, man It's hard to break us up./
We've been a crew so long & we like being stuck./ [2] This club is exclusive; we mainly keep the door shut./ The only way you getting in is if you act like us./ [3] We're very selective, but you may make the cut./ If you're accepted you're not to interact with anyone. [4] If someone tries to engage you, ignore them to shut them up./ If that doesn't work keep smiling & nodding until they're done./ [5]You are to only chill with us. We're you're only family./ Keep in mind that we found you when you had nobody./ [6] Outspoken? Nah, we tolerated your existence & let you speak./ Converted you to our culture so now you better rep we./ [7] I don't want to hear about how you're here to know peeps./ You are to follow us & sleep when we say sleep, ya sheep./

[8] Could this be jealousy or explaining how we thirst when we're lonely./ We as the Church of Christ shouldn't choose who we love unconditionally./ [9] Jesus may had 12 disciples, and out of three he held closely./ Yet when it was time for Him to love all, He did it openly & equally./

My brothers, show no partiality as you hold the faith in our Lord Jesus Christ, the Lord of glory.

James 2:1 [ESV]

God's Love & God's Faith -inspired by Psalm 36-

God's Love & God's Faith
February 14, 2014 1:36am

[1] Giving honor to my God whose love remains steadfast./ My LORD has that enduring love that makes hearts glad./

[2] His love is a reason why I responded to the number He called me at./ That's time and a place even if I don't remember those facts./.

[3] He's my heavenly Father and I wouldn't want to change that./ Adopted me so now I have the actual rights to say dad./

[4] Faithfulness to clouds? Who without God is touchin' that?/  Even with God your faith compared to His is kind of sad./

[5] So even when we slip in slime, He still has open arms... ain't that rad?/ He ain't leavin', Praise be to Jesus by sending us someone to help us be on track./

[6] Back to how His love goes past the blue sky to gold pads./ This same love that'll have you full of faith in fire like Shadrach./

[7] This ain't that same love that is obsessed with intolerance./ All I know is this love covers me even when worst happens./

[8] I praise a God, The God who loves, and that live is action./ Could He could of still loved us even if the Gospel never happened?

Cold Walks, Sweet Talks

Cold Walks, Sweet Talks
December 28th, 2013 11:46pm

(1) As we gather under the banter of those who declare the master. / My aim is to not pander, but keep us as rappers who chatter. /

(2) When we start to worship we dancers rejoicing of blood spatter./ This time together really matters it adds to our illustrious chapters. /

(3) Many times our confession is like a crapper who's a smelly panther. / Doing silly panda dances while we wait for sky crack or the rapture. /

(4) I'm serving up these love cakes with more agape to lather./ Let us act like his infants even if we need change of pampers. /

(5) Come on bride, together we supposed to shine like lanterns- / Minus the plural, it's about Jesus yo so let our heart burn. /

(6) Together, oh forever let us together do that amazing work./Walk by faith, our hands holding hands with father. /

(7) Yeah, so let us really live this life even if it's the death of us. /Yet as His Bride, His Ride or Die we simply won't die bruh. /

(8) We need to be one, not just in building or association. / Organized or not we are called to walk & talk by Adoption & Regeneration ./

El Dorado Kids [7-11-13]

•5:57(pm)

[1] I write this for the awesome kids who come to Bible study./ I appreciate How yawl all are so excited and you keep asking./ [2] That brings me so much joy to know that God is doing something./ That you kiddos he's with and rescuing./

[3] I appreciate Michelle for her awesome memory./ I pray that God blesses her to read more of He./ [4] I appreciate Emari & Rosy./ The two future worship leaders who stay up stairs and is fond on niecy./ [5] I appreciate Peter for How to me he comes off as loyal, fiery and amazing./ Rolling around this place with Bible in hand.. which is indeed Awesome to me./ [6] Ol' Natya who may the one in the group who is most spunky./ The bravest little girl who just wants to sing./ [7] Also to Deandre who is such a major fan of the Heat./ You're an Awesome kid whose hair reminds myself before I let mines go at 16./ [8] Junior, the silent scooter pusher brother who is very nice to me./ I appreciate you for being so quiet.. even if Michelle may disagree./

[9] I love each and every one of you and My God loves all of you more./ I'm thankful also to David & Cody who were led here by the Lord./ [10] I pray that our time together is many more./ As much I love you guys, the truth is... Jesus loves each and every one of you more./