"Pre Love/1st Like"

9/24/14

•5:43(pm)

(1) It's not difficult to describe this,/
that I follow like a cult and I'm a hopeless romantic. (2) In my mind I'm froze on a chick./ Like I don't know why my cycle is this. (3) A girl is nice, she's wifie type like only lady to exist./ Say more than hi, even replies, could she be my rib?/ (4) Thoughts are accelerating like Spongebob & kids./ I gotta catch myself from mess making, so I need a bib./

(5) Not just for my lips, but more for my heart./ Do I love her or like her? Can't tell feelings apart./ (6) Sometimes I wish I had a lack of heart like Tony Stark./ Or temporarily freeze it until I depart or share heart./

(7) Wondering if worrying is the major problem./ Jumping & fantasizing without realizing caution./ (8) Yet I'm not asking or talking, Is it that I'm in lust like David's kid./ Wanting & pleading her to please take notice./ (9) Once they do even if It's as a friend, I pour out devotion./ I'm starting the car, got it running, but she's not getting in./ (10) Here I go telling myself & God she's the one./ I need to realize that a crush is just a crush & pre love ain't love./