Sunday Honesty. [06-09-13]

•6:19[am]

(1) Lately it's always has been a minute with me./ I make commitments, but I also get distracted easily./ (2) So much so that the distractions causes me to become lazy/ A ill equipped thinker who has been procrastinating./ (3) Not just that, but I have been sort of praying./ Asking God to give me a desire for what I be saying./ (4) Like if the rhymes were dancing, then the paper is breaking./ Made with particles of earth so I'm in to quaking./ 

(5) Not really a Quaker since I'm more of a Grits man./ Not the music or the movement, I'm talking that nourishment fam./

(6) So let me say what I know I think./ I should just free write my poems while asking God to lead me./ (7) I only make it harder than it really needs to be./ Why am I aiming for perfect when it's easier targeting me./ (8) The only perfect shot was He who took artillery for me./ So if I'm reminded of Him in constant thoughts, then my aim in one should be three's./

(9) As I write this I haven't really gotten any shut eye./ I've been up all night messing with my phone, until I realized./

(10) I realized that I was letting the clock go to mildew./ Searching for Bible apps & sermons instead of reading & seeking truth./ (11) So eventually I got up with my ESV and went in the bathroom./ Got honest before God before eating the word like soup./ (12) For me personally I need it to stick to me like glue./ Become a burning sacrifice even if I'm only noticed by Him and not any of you./ (13) So consumed while at most my proclamations become mute./ No the enemy doesn't have me shut up, just me wanting to hear Holy Spirit who leads in truth./ (14) I'm not a know it all who knows everything, but what I do know is I want to see more fruit./ Want to see young Adults glorify Jesus instead of acting like He ain't coming back soon./

(15) All ages of Christ we should be eating meat, but most of us are still drinking milk with the spoon./ If you are their, then ask God why. I say this because I love you./ (16) I want to talk about His word and research in my Hungry group./ We will one day, I just need to write out those sermons and pass them out to all of you./

Uphill. {4-1-13}

°11:11am

[1] He's been traveling on this road for longer than a minute./ Older than a teen, yet still feels in that bracket./ [2] He's not a juggler, so he's not one to balance./ Lady in and out of mind, but it may just be attraction./ [3] He wants to persue things, but needs to gain more experience./ [4] He tends to worry and get impatient since He always thinks he's found the it./ Only problem is that he's not sure he's found gold. His heart always fools him./ [5] Little seeds planted in his dome about what could happen./ All he needs is someone to understand or to slap him./ [6] Water for this elephant who might be the biggest./ Man Up from a boy is the hardest perspective./ [7] This battle is so uphill all because it's all inside of him./ The more he dwells upon it is more of when things become caution./ [8] Apologies won't really help since no one is complaining about this being a problem./ What he really needs to do is to cast this more to Jesus./ [9] Realize that no matter what Jesus Christ is preparing him./ All he needs to do is wait and not think of this./ [10] That's the hardest thing, so please pray for manly kid./ That he would not use order of operations on calculus./ [11] So while he is on the desert land or mountain./ He can be guarded with the full armor of Jesus./ [12] He admits when he's weak hopefully it's not too late or an early rush./ He tries to be Mr. Cautious who is careful.. no matter what./

They Call Him Kentalonius {12/30/2012}

° 12:30am

(1) Today marks year Twenty One of the brother known as Kent./ In case you didn't know well he's the blackest of my friends. (2) Not color wise, he's vanilla toned, but he spits like he was chocolate./ All while representing The Lord that is sovereign. (3) We have had our share fair of unfair ups and problems./ The thing is that we've always came into reconciliation./ (4) Lord, forgive me when to him lately it was more of alienation./ When we need each other while standing apart of God's Nation./ (5) I want to get back to when our fellowship was just basic./ Instrumentals from Pandora. Going back and forth in his car like we were in his basement./

(6) He has a past that I won't describe, but if you knew of him then. / You would know that this gentleman that I speak of is a different Kent./ (7) Raise your hand if you have an amazing best friend./ One who wants to see you reach Jesus while he helps you seek Him./ (8) Or someone who you joked about the sisters with like Rebecca or Elexis,/ toting machine guns like Baptist nuns while saying "Thank Ya Jeeezis"./ (9) Nunchucks involved while defeating Satan and his demons./ While they look so dangerous they do show so much love./ (10) When I'm about to eat, I sometimes ponder if my brother had any grub./ Honestly sometimes I get the feeling that my brother needs a hug./

(11) When it is me and the man known as Kentalony./ We tend be fried like ham, bacon or baloney./ (12) Getting wasted off the vine that is the source for all of we./ I'm still thankful that by fate I can exercise my faith with grace with Emery./ (13) We saw Phil Wickham together and don't forget about Branches at Shoreline that houses Oxy./ We were allowed to worship Jesus and fog windows up because we got intense with the rapping. /- (14) Using the gift of worship since Jesus is our everything,  oh Lord, Oh Lord, Make us sing./ I pray that Kent continues to be open to The Spirit and to dream dreams. / (15) Oh Lord baptize my brother with your fire, make him one that is burning./ I know some people reading this are confused about the things that I'm saying.

(16) This is me basically asking God to touch Kentucky in such an amazing way./ To the point where He is more than compelled to walk towards The Way. (17) Towards the Truth, Towards the Light, Ery' Night while meditation in the Day./ I Love this guy so much that I don't want God to hold back on him not any day,./ (18) Oh My Lord, please shower him with your amazing grace./ Kent Emery is my brother who I wish to tell that he is one who is free, he's no longer a slave./ (19) We are Agape Henchmen. Handlers of Love before a wedding day./ Kent has joy on his face with Luigi's mustache staying in the state that he's unashamed./ (20) Just his heart for Jesus and His People and sinners is something to imitate. / So awesome that we're Jesus Freaks meet Wu Tang & J Dilla who can worship on any stage./

(21) Rapping Jesus to all even if we never even say our names./ Jesus is our focus. Jesus is Kent's focus, That's why we're the two best friends who are brothers who just proclaim./

(22) Also pray that God uses him for today as he preaches at Petra./ Oh, Lord Thank You Again For Blessing me, I praise you Jesus./ (23) For blessing me with an intelligent, influential, talented, guitar playing, rapping, preaching, clownish brotha./ Who is full of you that I'm thankful he shows compassion when I'm not showing love...

Who Am I Really? {12-29-12}

•6:05(am)

[1] We live on a planet that tells us to define ourselves with ourselves./ We're influenced in a ways that' are massive, yet don't fully help. [2] Everybody reading this, no matter your belief, what does your existence entail./ If you could define your aroma, then my question would be what is your smell?/ [3] I'm asking what makes you who you are, I mean check the details./ I say this because sometimes we have motives that aren't really well./ [4] Some of us are so rich, yet we mope around like we have no wealth./ If you're a believer in Jesus you're already successful, that's something you can't help./

[5] Knowing who we are is really, really important in life./ People will say what you have is what defines you in this life./ [6] Well I have Jesus (Woooooo) and that counts all the way to the afterlife./ My encouragement for you is to set Loving Jesus #1 in Life./ [7] Some of you stopped reading, yet continued because I'm speaking with rhymes./ Pretty annoyed that I keep mentioning this Jesus guy. [8] Well ya see the reason for that is because He's the focus of my life./ In Isaiah 33:17 it says I'll see a land that stretches far off, and behold him, my beautiful king with my eyes./

[9] So ask yourself this, "Is Jesus Christ Numero Uno in my life, do I live like he exists?/ He asks us to follow HIM, not to become saved and live as if he does not live./ [10] Sometimes we fall away or never really give to him, / I think because sometimes we're under assumptions of religion./ [11] While we say God is love while delving into our religion./ We indulge in what He made rather than HIM./ [12] We praise weed, sex, technology like those things died for our sins/ With that we form opinions, we state lies and become defensive on how we live./

[13] This is not to stir up guilt to make you hate yourself. If anything it is to stir in you a desire to seek HIM who helps./ [14] And I'm talking to all people, those who do well, and those who mean well./ We're all sick in our own efforts, our bodies are so frail./ [15] For some of you reading this you feel like you're in some kind of jail./ Feeling locked down forever, like no matter what you do you feel like you're in a cell./

[16] There is freedom for you even if you're a skeptic or an atheist or a fallen by the way side Christian./ Basically if you feel a tugging on your heart or maybe this is starting to make sense, then I highly encourage you to let Jesus in./

[17] And He thinks of you as beautiful no matter what even if your choices are ugly./ His opinion of you does not change, now ask Jesus this, "Jesus (if you're real) what do you think of me?"/